Even as a child I liked order, cleanliness, and I was a devotee of discipline.
This might be owned to the pressure of the political system in those days too, but as a little girl with a sensitive heart I realized only, that those things that get to me as a child, like the social norms in those days, the pressure of it, how loveable and comfortable are to me.
Still, I was a rebel, who went against the mass, or against tyranny, I always protected the small and the weaker, no matter how much I hadn’t had the chance against the stronger one, facing the chance of excommunication.
Were that unsheltered animals, or unsheltered people, or simply the truth.
My most beautiful childhood I spent at my grandparents, in a small, hummocky village, close to nature and silence, where the selective waste collection was evident, where there was almost hardly any waste, we always knew what we are going to use, recycle again.
My grandmother was a hard-working, exemplary woman, who ran the household above her powers, she took care of the domestic animals, raised the grandchildren, and she managed the family budget too, besides these love surrounded her.
The model, the basis of the strong childhood education (the experience of love, safety), the love of nature, the committed, protective role all significantly determined my view about the world, and my attitude towards the world.
In my spare time I take part in caritative occasions, part of my work is creativity and creation, in which I find pleasure, and I do everything that is in my power and energy to contribute to a more beautiful, more livable world, because I cannot resign into it, that “our world is burning down”, that people are indifferent, devoid of all pretence. I think that most of humanity is ignorant and is exposed.
I feel my task to educate, to open people’s eyes from the negative, pessimistic way of thinking, to create the possibilities to the better, more useable alternatives in life.
I have measures, which might be shocking (this is the hobby-horse of the present, contemporary arts, movements), but the goal is to shift men from their narrow, everyday, untrue world, to reach that to wake up from their grey, bleak dream, and to change their present, which will bring a better past, and perhaps a more acceptable future.
We can educate best with guidance.
Let’s show the world an example, that there are other ways!